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And know what I found? Nothing. I asked around and the truth slowly became clear. That horrible story I grew up hearing, about the fate of my first girlfriend's dad (you know the one) everyone says they heard it from my mom. And suddenly I remembered: oh right, she lies a lot.


Fuck, man. Bitch made me look like a fool again.

Now I still dunno if I want to post here any more. The board's drifting further and further right politically and that shit is kind of a pox on the world right now. But for what it's worth, I'm sorry about that. I mean it wasn't totally my fault right, I was lied to (again), but I'm still sorry. I made a big stink about something that turned out to be bullshit.

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27 Jun 2018, 05:36
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hey, welcome back!

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27 Jun 2018, 06:04
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Xerxes :beer: :cheers:


27 Jun 2018, 06:44
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Stick around dude, just stay out of the political threads.


27 Jun 2018, 07:33
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Seek help

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27 Jun 2018, 08:48
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Dammit, Bagel.


27 Jun 2018, 08:52
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i have no idea what any of that is supposed to mean

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27 Jun 2018, 09:09
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Yes.... I know some of these words.

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27 Jun 2018, 09:15
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This has no significance to anyone here. :sick:


27 Jun 2018, 12:07
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Stay.

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27 Jun 2018, 12:41
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Don't worry about it man. Just stick around.

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27 Jun 2018, 12:45
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I know what your talking about in your post, Xerxes.

And I'll add that yeah, the political threads are pretty much poisonous, but thankfully the worst members of this board literally only post in those threads now. I've recently come to think that in a way they may actually be a blessing. Dumpers that keep the trash from being strewn all over the street, making it easy to avoid if you wish.


27 Jun 2018, 22:44
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This has no significance to anyone here. :sick:

Look at the other posts in the thread, dipshit.

Alright man. So yeah.


I'll do a little update for you guys since there's so few of us now.

Got myself a girlfriend, she's an English professor at ODU specializing in Shakespeare and Poe. Girl called Violet. She has cerebral palsy, so that's different. But she's an intellectual and she's brilliant and charming and apparently loves me and all this great shit like... I dunno dudes. Shit's looking up.

Got a job with Cox as a subcontractor, climbing telephone poles and shit like that.

Made it back to Virginia, can't get along with my family. They keep telling me I'm an addict but my drug use is actually fairly minimal so what they're doing is starting to enter the realm of gaslighting now. I expected it from my mom, not my brother. Like... I have insomnia, it's because of the drugs. If I get kidney stones, it's because of the drugs. If anything negative happens, it's evidence of my drug abuse. I am a drug user but like, my doses are very moderate. I haven't been high on my shit in months, with the exception of the weed/shrooms/LSD I get off my brother. Who's... trying to convince me I'm a drug addict. So... I don't fucking know, man.

Also I got tired of trying to work through my focal dystonia/carpal tunnel, so I flipped one of my guitars over and started playing left-handed. I can't play leads yet, but my rhythm playing is starting to be on point. A little.

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28 Jun 2018, 02:57
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Xerxes wrote:
Headquake wrote:
This has no significance to anyone here. :sick:

Look at the other posts in the thread, dipshit.



I seriously, like, doubt anyone gives a shit about it, like, i don't know man, like, just my opinion.


28 Jun 2018, 09:16
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sounds like drug addict talk

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28 Jun 2018, 10:49
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Twacktrain.

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28 Jun 2018, 10:55
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I thought your bro was in jail?


28 Jun 2018, 12:06
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He could have more than one, probably more like he can't keep track of all his storys.
Why don't you do a Google search for the professor he's dating? Shouldn't be hard to find out. Actually don't do that, he's already unstable enough, no need to exacerbate the train wreck Xerxes.
Dudes smart, and I actually like him, but fuck, super cray.

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Take your rhythmless Varg-borne black "metal" and shove it up your poser vaginas alongside your Dead Can Dance records.


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i heard he saw an ad for a double entendre contest, so he entered his sister.

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Hitler had an opinion

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half the time it feels like he's setting the mood to sell me a persian rug.


28 Jun 2018, 13:00
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i heard he saw an ad for a double entendre contest, so he entered his sister.


:lol:


28 Jun 2018, 22:01
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Hope you are doing better! Keep your chin up.

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Glad to see you back, Sexrex.

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Rocky Dennis wrote:
He could have more than one, probably more like he can't keep track of all his storys.
Why don't you do a Google search for the professor he's dating? Shouldn't be hard to find out. Actually don't do that, he's already unstable enough, no need to exacerbate the train wreck Xerxes.
Dudes smart, and I actually like him, but fuck, super cray.

I never lied. If I spread some shit that turns out to be exaggerated or false, I fess up to it as clearly as I can. In threads. Like this.

Yo. Check your own shit. it's evergreen on my side of the lawn for once.

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Xerxes, that language will not be tolerated here.
You know better than that.

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you have to be kidding.

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