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Leaving back to India, my mother is having emergency surgery for "something" that is blocking her bowel. It is like all my nightmares coming true.

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Leaving back to India, my mother is having emergency surgery for "something" that is blocking her bowel. It is like all my nightmares coming true.

Oh jeez :(
Hang in there, love! Wishing a quick recovery for your mama bear <3

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11 Nov 2013, 09:11
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Leaving back to India, my mother is having emergency surgery for "something" that is blocking her bowel. It is like all my nightmares coming true.


I hope everything goes well.


13 Nov 2013, 02:32
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Leaving back to India, my mother is having emergency surgery for "something" that is blocking her bowel. It is like all my nightmares coming true.

Is it in Chennai? Which hospital? I might know people who can help. Wait. Sending you a msg on FB.

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Had to be around my mother yesterday, and my submission is:

Knowing something's wrong with my mom but not being able to put a name to it. Shades of narcissism, shades of borderline... No idea.

In truth growing up with her, while frustrating and damaging, was never a dangerous thing, and I was excellently provided for. That's the thing that's so hard to explain without making me look bad: She's an incredible provider, but not much of a parent at all.

I have all these memories of being so angry and frustrated I can barely string sentences together, and she's on a couch full of people laughing at me, or being put down for asking questions, or having past events "amended" for me as a kid, and a bunch of other things that are still, even though I'm now in my mid 20's, difficult to explain.

She's disarming and charming and will snow you over with finesse, and to this day the thought of telling her "I love you" is a little disgusting for some reason.

She tries to compensate, but it never amounts to much. Over the years I've become a kind of third degree black belt at getting-along-with-her, but on some level I know something's up, and I'm pretty sure that some shrink somewhere has given it a name.

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My Grandfather just died. I had been expecting to get this call tonight. He had been on Hospice care for three weeks now, and we all thought that he was going to go yesterday. I had seen and talked to him two days ago, and was there yesterday for 8 hours when he was mostly incoherent. I stayed home tonight, because my family had it under control and I felt that I had said good bye to him yesterday. I am going to miss that old dude. He was a WWII vet, and after the war served as a state trooper for 30 years. He saw a lot of fucked up shit in his life, and had a ton of interesting stories. He was a shrewd, no nonsense kind of guy that taught me a lot about life. Even though he was 85+ years old, and this is expected it still fucking sucks a whole lot. :(


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Oh man, that's fuckin awful.

I actually went through this early this very year. Fresh wound. In my case the thing I keep thinking about is if I was there enough or not. But you can't pull any peace of mind from that. The best thing I've found is to remember them for the good times, and not for the way they went out.

I'm sorry for your loss.

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best of luck anhur. i am sorry for you loss, buddy. hang in there. dude sounded bad ass.

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Anhur, hang in there. All the support to you.

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Thanks guys. I just got back from my grandmother's house and saw the whole family. Everybody is handling things pretty well. I was worried about my grandmother, but I think that she is going to be ok. The guy lived 87 years, and it was only in the last 2-3 weeks of his life that anybody had to do anything for him. He died in his own bed, and did it on his own terms. I don't think that any of us can ask for much more than that.


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I'm very sorry for your loss, Anhur. :(


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best of luck anhur. i am sorry for you loss, buddy. hang in there. dude sounded bad ass.


The man was indeed a badass. This story from a couple of weeks ago makes me happy, and is worth telling because it’s a good story.

He had just been sent home from the hospital on Hospice care, and they had a hospital bed set up in his living room for him. I was over there with my grandmother and my uncle. He says “get me out of this thing, I have to go to the bathroom”. My grandmother responds by telling him to just do it, and that we can clean it up. Dude says “No, this isn’t my bed and I am not going to go to the bathroom in it or sleep in it.” So, my uncle and I helped him to the shitter, and helped him clean up. Not fun, but you do what you have to do for people that have been there for you. So, we help him out of the bathroom and he turns for his chair. Tells us that he isn’t going back into that bed, and sits down. So the dude sits up, and looks at my grandmother and says “get me a beer.” She responds, “are you thirsty?, do you want some water?” He says “No, if I wanted water I would ask for water, get me my damn beer”. So, the man got his beer, and at his request we all had one with him. A couple of days later when I went over there, the hospital bed was gone, and my grandfather was in his own bed. Stubborn old dude, that did what he wanted until he physically couldn’t move anymore. They don’t make many like that anymore. :cheers:


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Stay gold Anhur :beer:

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Sounds like a hell of a man, right to the very end. Sorry for your loss, Anhur.

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17 Nov 2013, 11:04
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Both my grandfather's passed before I was born. Often I wonder what it would have been like if I would have had the opportunity to know them.

Although I'm sorry for your loss Anhur, it still warms my heart to see people who appreciated and cherished their time with their grandparents. :beer:


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I quit smoking (again) cold-ass turkey on Friday. (NO, I'm not pregnant, I'm tired of spending so much money on something icky)
It sucks. I'm miserable, I can't sleep at night, and I don't even want to eat.
It's going to be extremely beneficial in the long run, but right now it blows. Not to mention Greg isn't very helpful. Apparently, all these symptoms of quitting are all in my head.
It was easy to quit the other times because the first time I was preggo, and the second time I had my wisdom teeth out. This.. This is different. THIS IS HELL.

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You can do it April! :attn: :beer:

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I have a co-worker who gets confused when people have the same last name but no relation to each other.

...and then she goes on all the time to say how much better everything is in Europe compared to the US (including education).

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I have a co-worker who gets confused when people have the same last name but no relation to each other.

...and then she goes on all the time to say how much better everything is in Europe compared to the US (including education).


Did you tell her it's a shame she didn't go to school in europe cause then maybe she wouldnt be confused about stupid shit?

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i dont think she'd get it


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sometimes that's okay.

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I have a co-worker who gets confused when people have the same last name but no relation to each other.

...and then she goes on all the time to say how much better everything is in Europe compared to the US (including education).


Did you tell her it's a shame she didn't go to school in europe cause then maybe she wouldnt be confused about stupid shit?


God, I should. She drives me nuts. She was telling a customer the other day how in Europe the stay-at-home moms are always running around from place to place to place, but it isn't like that in the US. SHE SAID THAT TO A MOTHER WHO DOES NOTHING BUT RUN FROM THING TO THING FOR HER KIDS. :stupider:

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...and then she goes on all the time to say how much better everything is in Europe compared to the US (including education).


Numbergal?

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gas chamber :thumb:

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